We are finally starting to try and expand our family again! It's been such a long, and tough road for us. We've had so much heartbreak with the miscarriages and the unknown of if it will happen again. My doctor didn't find anything wrong with me she says everything looks perfect. She also seems pretty confident that the next time I get pregnant that everything should go better than before. I know God's timing is perfect and he has reasons that I don't understand and probably never fully will. All I do know is we have 2 sweet Angels waiting for us when we get into Heaven and I can't wait to meet them!
I'm feeling really confidant, excited, nervous, happy, scared and so many more things right now! I'm confidant God will bless us at the perfect time and I'm excited to finally be pregnant and share the news with our families who have been waiting forever for us to finally get pregnant(although they don't know we are trying or about the losses) I'm scared that we will have another miscarriage and how it will affect us this time around and what our options might be seeing as if I do then medically it means I will have had reoccurring miscarriages even though I already have had 2 it doesn't technically start until 3 in medicine!
The other day my hubs was expressing how frustrated and sad he has been since we haven't gotten pregnant yet and it hasn't been successful either. It makes my heart happy that he actually has feeling about it and it's effected him as much as it has me! Just about a year ago he was finally ready to start trying but before that he really didn't care if we ever did and preferred we didn't but now he is just as excited as I am and it's crazy how God has changed his heart over the years!
In all honesty, i'm just so excited to start trying and I pray all the time for God's blessing over us as we start to try and that he would bless us with our first baby. We can't wait and are so excited to start this new journey!!! AHHHH I just can't wait for it!
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